Lalalalalalala

Yawnz.

Day3 at work.
They still haven decide the amendments to make to the program.
This means I can't start my work as yet.
So just do easy easy things and rot the rest of the time.
So tired. Ate chicken rice and ice milo. Sooooo full. Been sleepy all the way from lunch time.
Mummy Luv told me to consider deferring my semester and come work from jan-jun when she is on maternity leave as intern.
As much as i hope to help, i don't want to stop my curriculum.
Partly because, i don't want to break my momentum, and also, i felt the my 06 cohort is not as competitive as the 07 and 05 cohort. so i don't want to delay my term and and out competing with the 07 dragon batch. They are just scary. Wonder do they even have life.
Want to give birth to child rmb don't land them into the dragon year.
Hmm.. talking abt sch makes me feel abit scare again.
Results coming out. Counting down to 23rd. As much as i hope i can see all 5modules passes, i m scare... really scare abt it.

15th dec 1040am there is an interview at moe/nie for pgde. Post graduate diploma in education.
Don't know whether should go or not.
Scare after i grad can't find job. But also scare i can't get use to the early waking up life.
One of my first ambition is teaching and always felt tt teaching econs will be my favourite.
And of coz teaching sec sch will be the best. And now, they gave me teaching position for sec econs. Is'nt tt supposed to be my combination of teaching?
Hesitate because of the 3 years bond I guess.
But if i were to pursue my dreams- to open/own and un a tuition centre, den i tot i should seriously test up teaching first.
Know the system in and out before i set up my little dream.
But still...fear...fear of the unknown.
Don't know leh...Haish.

Tonight meeting da jie at FLP and for lunch.
Weather like tt... feel like slping leh. yawnnnnz...
Very lazy to go.
Thank goodness this week is a 4days week.
If not i will be damn tired by now.

Still soooooo fulllllll.....