randomness.

Yawnz.

just completed viewing a webcast by soo ann- developmental economics.
Pretty draggy.
Alot of comcepts tt jing li taught before.
Solow model, endogenous model blah blah blah.
Seems like i still rmb some. but some alr forgotten.
thank goodness i kept the lec notes.
but i find soo ann very nice.
like a friendly grandpa. been coughing while lecturing too.
feel like placing lozenges in his room. poor man.
and he is cute (he posted an annoucement inviting us to his house for cny...full address in there...maybe we should drop by during non cny time haha.)

went vivo with caramel and sha ytd.
to gallavant.
they came to crash sexuality lec.
i learnt a new word haha. pederast...haha...
tts people with festish for younger people (sexually of course) since i m taking a sexuality course.
quite an eye opener module.
sociology is tt way... underdog of the norms.
well... vivo... took fotos... stood at page one reading horoscope books and languages book. like crazies. then went pacific for drink. vanilla snowflakes! nice!!! but cost me $7. so broke this week liao man.
finallllllllly took fotos with them...after how many failed attempts haha.
sha's nose super funny, burnt!... tts the retribution for flying ard too often. hehehhes.
caramel super crazy with her ponyo. but i agree is addictive, the song esp.
hmm..talk abt metereo garden. omg the korean version. i reallly wanna watch. JU HUA is acting as SHAN CAI. can imagine tt.
these women... watch and make me envious! i shall not start watching till later dates, if not i m sure gonna get addicted too.
such a relax day... no work done the entire day. horrible me... no work done since sch reopen actually. kanasai.

tmr going back office to celebrate choonling's farewell.
sometimes really see her struggle in the office can tell that she doesnt like going to work.
her only motivation was amy and avril.
now tt avril left for US...
she's been a really strong woman. stimes really pei fu her. one of the very few tt i will rmb for long. oways treated me with care and help. able to stand up for herself and ever so filial.
finally she found sth she wants to do. really wish she can be happy.

hany called from liverpool the other day.
but i slpt really early so dint pick her call.
then spoke to her online ytd before she flew to paris.
she said she called for the previous entry i had.
really appreciate tt... from faraway land, this fren of mine, still so concern abt me. stimes juz want to fly over and hug her to say thankew.
hmm...really in this hardtimes, money can be an ass. i agree to wat she say fully.

talk abt money, jiu think abt job...
should i go back to AIC? charlene said $2.2k per month.
I find it way below my expectation of $2.5k.
dunno wat the HR will really offer in the end.
suddenly tot of cheolsung's labour economics theory.
pay really can stimulate productivity, and i guess it apply to me quite alot.
esp in this harsh world.
economic growth -2% to -5%.
inflation hitting hard by april 2009.
stimes i really hope i din study econs so i will be ignorant of the impact of the above two sentences.
where's the luck... gonna graduate liao and all these things happen.
really want to go back AIC to work. felt there's a lot of things to learn there and i swear if i dont step into it, i will not have a chance to be in healthcare line to experience that part of society.
really misses luvia mummy and siyingmah. linda, theresa and litsam too.
maybe hui ni is rite. i should juz take the 2.2 with the econ like tt now. she was only offered 2. haish wat the hell man.

still rmb exactly one week ago, went vivo to celebrate wong's bday.
ate sakae... wa my fav.
then watch yes man. funny like hell.
this wong and ling... they are my faviesssss.
jus like hanging ard with them.
awaitng to celeb my bday with them too.

o man... 1221am. gotta go to bed soon.
tmr js lec.
js tut gonna start soon too.
30% project. doing it with sewei.
hope he contributes loads. and hope he doesnt die under my TYRanny.
and for once, i miss doing work with peini.
she does citation and footnotes in super cool ways.
wouldnt forget those two term papers i did with her.

HATRED

REALLY HATE MY PATERNAL SIDE FAMILY.
HATE MY AUNTS.
HATE MY AUNTS AND THEIR FAMILY.
HATE MY GRANDMA.

I HOPE THEY SEE MY POSTING.
I HATE THEM.
MORE THAN 10 YEARS OF AGONY.

WHY NOT AN ALIEN COME ON EARTH AND BRING THEM ALL AWAY.
COZ I REALLY HATE THEM.

Last days of 2008

Hmm...

Xmas Week:

23rd:
Got back result at 1pm.
Relief that i passed everything.
But big bad news... Money and banking got big fat C!!!
Metrics, as expected got B-. Coz i felt i wrote abit of sense during the finals. Hahaz.
Ok...pei siong's race got B... think the bad bad bad final paper was offset a little by the A grade term paper. Thank goodness i put in effort for that. So far, its the worst grade for sociology module. And it shall be the worst grade coz next sem, i m going to hit high!!!! I SWEAR! All easy modules.
Health Econs and Mass media as expected got B+.
So...This semester, my grades are as bad as year1 sem1.
CAP at 3.88 now.
Doubt I want to cont my honours.
Coz its too much a drag.
Furthermore, there are a few job openings already.
MOH--AIC: hopefully they offer me at 2.7k-2.8k.
MOE--NIE: 2.69K. So ya... i guess working shall be it.
So this coming semester should be the last semester.
Think will send out resumes to more companies when I graduate.

Eve:
Off work at 1.
By the time reach home jiu 130.
Then... makan lunch and play badminton from 230 to 430.
Now body ache sia. kanasai.
Really damn long din exercise liao lor.
Here ache there ache.
Nite time, went for bbq with my extended family.
Cousin's bday cum eve celebration.
Was raining but coz its sheltered so everything was juz perfect.
Food were nice. Esp the citi satay. Marvellous. Weather cold cold majiam is snowing haha!
Then talk and laugh and eat until 11pm liao jiu went home.
Basket, too full cant slp.
Bathe liao stone until 1am then slp.
Two cousins broke off with their bf.
Like quite scary.
Lene's bf changed. Character clashed.
Maine's bf no longer with her. She said her bf is a WANG EN FU YI guy.
Dia's bf oso no more. She said they are not compatible.
Wei finally got her wedding day fixed.
All of these happened in one year.
The hope of hearing more wedding bells diminshing.

Xmas day:
Woke up at 1pm! oops.
Ate lunch, talk nonsense with my mum and sis. then tidur again at 3pm-6pm.
Slp was super disrupted coz of the noise here and there in the neighbourhood.
Even in the morning oso like tt. tts why in the end slp till 1pm lor.
Actually in the afternoon want to pack room de.
But body aching plus all the heavy piles of papers.
So decided to give up and go slp instead.
But at nite did pack a little.
Really don't like too many things in my room!

Upcoming events.
Gonna meet sha and aki for lunch tmr.
This sha, went to cobenhaygen! finally come back.
Kanasai. So envious of her.
Muz so talk to aki abt teaching.
And wonder where we are going.

Sun gonna start shopping with mum n sis for cny clothes before the shopping centres hang up all redish clothes!!!
Furthermore, next year cny so early in jan!
No Time liao lor! And yes. TYR takes very long to shop.

Mon- work. gonna overtime. Coz year ending. Stats muz be out soon.
Tues- meeting yuen n wong to shop for sharon's present.
Wed- 31st, sharon's bday celebration. So long din go her house liao. Can't even rmb how to go. So far away somemore.
Thurs! Hols! hAPPY NeW YEAr!!! MuMmY's Bday!!!
Fri- Work
Sat- Work!!! Statssssssss... But $10.50 per hour wor... so cool.
Sun- Rebonding with mum
Mon- Last day work! Sch reopen! omg. faint and die.

xmas celebration in office

Yawnz. 523pm on 18th Dec.
Juz finish a near 1/2 day xmas celebration in office.
Went to collect turkey and logcake ard 11.
Came back buffet till ard 2.
Keep taking foto coz gonna do an xmas book for boss.

Then... 2-4 work.
4-now... xmas gift exchange.
Boss bought me a g-star top.
Peter gave chocolates...tons of them.
I bought fruits for everyone ahahz. (on behalf of boss)

Yawnz.
Very restless...
Going home soon.

Read hany's blog.
Haish. Tmr celebrating xuan's bday.
W/o hany is like short of one piece of flesh.
So sad. Haish. She said she misses us alot. I guess we don't miss her any lesser too.
Haish. Everytime talk abt her jiu feel abit emo oso.
This fren of mine.
Known her since sec1... sec2-4 of my life, she plays a large part in it.
Debates, prefects, camping at her house, shopping without aim, eating everything under the sun, working at her dad's place, going ktv and sing songs till 4am.
Haish all these days.
Wonder how she is there.
Feel like flying over sia.
But sad la. Poor.
Haish.
Horny!!! Xuan'z bday won't be as fun w/o u.
And yea, i will rmb to pass her ur present.

Tmr another working day.
Abit tiring.
Been studying then working during nearly every hols with only like 1week break in b/w the most.
So busy in office.
Stimes go home already so tired no time to do other stuff.
5days a week. 4weeks a month.
Feel abit physically and mentally tired.
But don't want to stay at home and rot coz wasted life plus... i will juz slp my day off and waste the time, den get myself all fainty and frail from too much slp.
Everytime say want to exercise, in the end oso slack at home...oopsz.

yawnz gonna prepare to tata.

Wong, so sorry tt we missed ytd's movie!!!

Friday of the week

Early in the morning 9am.
Sitting in the office nothing to do.
Boss never come, program not done up. Still can't do anything as yet.
So boring, so sleepy, so tried but so happy coz itsss friday! yea!

This da jie. Go berjaya hills.
So notti. Tempt me only! Ahahaz.
Hope she enjoys herself there and...(stop tinking abt scary alaska and skinning polar)
Ahahaz. Met up with her and meow meow ytd.
Ate Bk at central. Meow meow had sth to do with spilling sauce ytd.
And this da jie...forever into her scary alaska.
Maybe I should start thinking of what question to ask the eskis and go with her to visit our believed same common ancestor folks: "It is believed that the Mongols, Eskimos, and probably the Korean people too all share a common ancestor in northern Asia." --> FROM WIKI.


Sankar taught me something really smart.
Coz office playing angel mortal game ma.
Then hor, my mortal is Mr boss and he wants $15 worth of cut fruit in Jan.
By then I not here liao.
So Sankar told me to tell me angel to help me fulfil boss's wish ahahaz!
Smart sia.
And tts what Sankar did also lor!
Smart sia..............

Today really slack. Dint do much!
Boss not ard. Damn shiok.
But feel very bad.
Like take money for nothing. Ahahaz.

Okies. i think i should stop bloggin!

Its yixuan's bday soooooooon! KTV on her! cool sia.
Miss everyone so much!

Lalalalalalala

Yawnz.

Day3 at work.
They still haven decide the amendments to make to the program.
This means I can't start my work as yet.
So just do easy easy things and rot the rest of the time.
So tired. Ate chicken rice and ice milo. Sooooo full. Been sleepy all the way from lunch time.
Mummy Luv told me to consider deferring my semester and come work from jan-jun when she is on maternity leave as intern.
As much as i hope to help, i don't want to stop my curriculum.
Partly because, i don't want to break my momentum, and also, i felt the my 06 cohort is not as competitive as the 07 and 05 cohort. so i don't want to delay my term and and out competing with the 07 dragon batch. They are just scary. Wonder do they even have life.
Want to give birth to child rmb don't land them into the dragon year.
Hmm.. talking abt sch makes me feel abit scare again.
Results coming out. Counting down to 23rd. As much as i hope i can see all 5modules passes, i m scare... really scare abt it.

15th dec 1040am there is an interview at moe/nie for pgde. Post graduate diploma in education.
Don't know whether should go or not.
Scare after i grad can't find job. But also scare i can't get use to the early waking up life.
One of my first ambition is teaching and always felt tt teaching econs will be my favourite.
And of coz teaching sec sch will be the best. And now, they gave me teaching position for sec econs. Is'nt tt supposed to be my combination of teaching?
Hesitate because of the 3 years bond I guess.
But if i were to pursue my dreams- to open/own and un a tuition centre, den i tot i should seriously test up teaching first.
Know the system in and out before i set up my little dream.
But still...fear...fear of the unknown.
Don't know leh...Haish.

Tonight meeting da jie at FLP and for lunch.
Weather like tt... feel like slping leh. yawnnnnz...
Very lazy to go.
Thank goodness this week is a 4days week.
If not i will be damn tired by now.

Still soooooo fulllllll.....

9th Dec 2008

Ok...


Gonna restart the entire blog.

Been bloggin abt sch and results.
Shallnt do tt anymore.

Now...let me blog abt sth new...
Which i dont quite noe what to blog...

Ok lets start with movie first.
I want to watch Quarantine leh!
But nobody wants to watch.
All scare scare.
But wong suggested City of ember.
Like not bad, so gonna watch with her next wed.
Da jie wanna come onot??? No horror i promise!
O btw, i haven watch madagascar II.
Stimes got tt funny urge to watch winx club. ok watever...sooooooo childhood.
*But even Sha's mother wants to watch too!*

First day of holiday work today.
One month...till 5th jan.
Earn money ah!!!
Office...nothing much changes.
Just added a few more people.
Some interesting stuff i heard.
This "BOBO"- Abt this bimbotic fly tt they cant sack coz of certain reason.
Mummy Luv gonna give birth soon.
Siyingmah went holidays!!!
Adrain as usual still designing.
Alan still as alan.
Everyone still as nice.
Hope they stay as nice.
Funny boss say i put on weight, face rounder!!! o man...really I hope i can put on some weight.
Last holidays came here to work. den put one 1.5kg.
All gone during sch term.
Haha dunno why also.

Work has alot of things to blog.
They included me into their xmas celebration.
Supposed to buy $15 present for the person we drew.
Coz i wasnt here when they draw. The last person's name who is not drawn will be the one i buy present for...
Nicely... its the boss...
nicely...his wish card says he want.... FRUITS!
$15 worth of fruits...wee wee...i m so in deep shit.
They passed me a wish angel today to write my wish.
Still blank...
Coz i wish for all 5 modules to pass with at least 2 hitting B+ and above.
$15...wish for wat leh?

O the few days... i mean from 4th to 8th dec...
I managed to read The Kite Runner...400pages novel in 2days.
Break record. Fastest reading speed ever.
But the book is so nice i got hooked to it.
But it has alot of depth.
Another book i like other than tuesday with morrie and red sky in the morning.
Love novels and horror stories dont keep me going for long.
Alright... other days are spent playing games and going out with my cousins and sister.
My favourite cousins! Feel so comfortable with them.
They tolerate my nonsense, laugh with me...haven cry with me and i dont hope for anyone to cry as yet. hahaha!!! no crying! coz everything will turn out fine...

Ok gtg prepare for 6pm...going home liao! yea.